Chapter 50

• Just today, after I left the school with Lena, I realized the burning desire in me, the great urge to have her as mine. It was irresistible, and with each second that passed, I felt insecure. My heart would keep hitting hard on my chest with a signal, a warning that I might lose Lena one day,
• I found out she was my mate days ago, yet I never changed my attitudes towards her. I was still acting repugnant even when it was torture to my soul; I blurted harsh words at her and wouldn't treat her nicely. I don't know what I really wanted. Hating her shouldn't be hard, killing her should be something I needed to do without hesitation, but it seemed to be the hardest thing on Earth.
• I had found my mate, and she turned out to be the same girl I promised to execute. As the day went by, I discovered I was in love with her, even with her weakness; I detested her because she was weak and was a late shifter.