Chapter 30 Surprise

• It’s been a couple of weeks now since Sapphire rejected Kosta and we have been at my parent’s pack. I have not been able to shake this depression. I have been spending most of my time in my room. My family has been trying to get me up and out of this room. I remember my second day back. My brother gave me a short pep talk.
• “Baby sis, I know you are hurting. I can’t even begin to imagine the pain that you are in right now. I’m not going to tell you not to feel what you are feeling. I need you to own your grief and anger. Take a few days and give yourself time to feel. Then I want you to pick yourself up and move on with your life. It won’t be easy, but take it one day, one hour, one minute at a time. We are here with you and we love you. Remember, you have a family and a pack that needs you.” Zach said.
• It made so much sense when he said it and I told myself that I wanted to take a day or two to wallow in my sadness, then get up and take my life back. You know the whole IAM SHEWOLF, hear my roar type thing, but it did not go quite like that. It has been hard for me to get out of bed. As much as I hate to let an unworthy male get me to this point, my whole foundation has been shaken. The two people who I thought would always have my back hurt me the most. I consider myself to have an above-average intelligence, but I never saw through either of them. I was completely blindsided. I don’t know how I allowed myself to be so taken by both of them so completely. I mean, what is wrong with me? Why would my best friend purposely set out to break up my mate bond and why would my goddess-given mate so easily turn on me? He was supposed to love me forever,