Chapter 139

• Something still didn't seem right to me. They'd both jumped on Rose's explanation a bit too quickly, I thought. Certainly was something we needed to discuss, though.
• "I know you've enjoyed your slavery, Julia, and I'm glad you did. It's what I hoped for when I offered it to you. When you talked to Sarah about your slavery, I understood how much it means to you. You were very clear and specific when you talked about why you loved your slavery, but I don't think I can continue any more past Friday. As much as I enjoyed giving it to you, yesterday was one of the hardest things I've ever had to endure. Sharing you with others has been very traumatizing, even though it's been erotic. I knew it would be. It was the one thing I had the most difficulty with when I was planning your slavery. I knew the kinds of books you most enjoyed and I wanted you to have the whole experience. It's what stopped me from offering it sooner. I had to come to terms with it before I could let you enjoy everything. I only prepared myself for three weeks of this and I don't believe I'm capable of more. Do you understand?"
• "Of course, Master. I've felt much the same way. It's why I love you so much, because I knew it was difficult for you to offer. Do you feel the same way about sharing Lisa as you do me?"