Chapter 4 Seeing a man nakedness for the first

• I stood frightened, afraid to answer her.
• "Nothing," answered Josh.
• I turned my attention to him right away, terrified. Hoping he could get me out of this mess. After all, it was he who started it. I didn't call him in the laundry room. He came on his own, desperate in knowing who I was.
• "Nothing at all, he again told Phyllis. I just came in here to see if she was fine and she is," he said while he looked at me and smiled.
• I lower my head shyly.
• "And what was wrong with her?" Phyllis inquired him, upset.
• "I'm needed within the living room," Josh said. Exiting the laundry room; ignoring my evil grandmother.
• Phyllis watched him while he left, closing the door behind him. Her right hand twisted impatiently, wanting to punish me. It was now me and her standing in the laundry room. She turned her head to me, quickly.
• "What we're you two doing in here?" she inquired me angrily.
• "Nothing," I answered her quickly.
• "Nothing?" she repeated, angry as hell; while she walked over to me.
• Knowing what she was planning to do to me. I ran across the room to the next side. She quickly held me by my hair and pulled me towards her pushing me into the wall.
• "Were you allowing him to touch you in here?" she inquired me.
• "No, no," I lied to her.
• "You lying bitch!" she shouted at me angrily.
• "The first man you see you want to fuck. Every day you make me realize you're just like your rapist father," she cursed me.
• She raised her hand wanting to hit me.
• "He only wanted to know my name," I told her while I cried.
• She places down her hand and stared at me with disgust.
• "He doesn't have any interest in you, because he wants to know your name, after all, who could love you," she described me.
• I lower my head in shame.
• "Did you answer him?" she inquired me, curiously.
• "No," I shook my head.
• There was no name I could give him even if I wanted to, for I had no name.
• We both turned around, as we heard a knock at the door.
• "Miss Phyllis, are you ready?" I heard the other man inquired her.
• "We're coming," she answered him.
• She turned her attention to me and looked at me gravely.
• "If you ever disgrace me in any way outside. I will surely do what I should have done the day you killed my daughter," she warned me.
• I widen my green eyes, terrified.
• "Do you hear what I said?" she pointed one of her fingers within my forehead.
• I nodded; obeying her.
• "Follow me," She ordered me.
• We both exit the laundry room. I walked behind her slowly, staring at the floor the whole time. Soon we were in the living room.
• "We can leave now," I heard the alpha's nephew said.
• I raised my head, hearing his sweet voice. And there I saw his dark brown eyes fixed on me. While he sat comfortably on a couch. He was even more handsome. He was the most beautiful man I've seen. Even though he was the first. Beside him stood an older man. His body was well built and he too looked strong.
• Shy of him gazing at me; as if I was the only one within the room. I again lower my head; staring at the light brown carpet.
• I felt a warm heat against my face. I looked at my hand and there I saw something bright and yellow. I quickly looked in the direction where it was coming from. My eyes widen, frighteningly.
• It was the light from outside. I've always seen it peeking through the crack walls within the cell. It was so beautiful and bright. Peeking through the curtain. I made a big smiled and turned towards Josh, excitedly.
• "Are you alright?" Josh inquired me.
• "Light!" I shouted while I pointed towards the window.
• Forgetting Phyllis was right beside me. She grabbed me by my hand to calm me down. I lower my head a shame.
• "Be gentle with her," Josh said to her.
• Phyllis unhand me and took a quick look at me.
• "We're ready," she instructed the two men.
• I could not believe Josh had said that and too that she obeyed him.
• Who was he, I started thinking? Could he protect me from her, I thought again.
• "Don't worry about your house, the older man instructed her while we all were about to leave. Some guys are coming to check on your house later and prepare it for the storm," he said.
• I slowly raised my head and took a glance at Josh. He gave me a wink.
• I quickly lower my head, shyly. Remembering what we did in the laundry room.
• "Mr. Josh," I heard Phyllis called him. I raised my head right away staring at her. Wondering what she's about to say now.
• "I don't like what you said earlier, she said to him; trying to hide her anger. Also please stay away from my granddaughter," she warned him.
• Hearing her called me granddaughter twice so far had surprised me. She hated I was related to her nor did she wanted me to call her grandma or I will be punished.
• "Yes," Josh said; while he shook his head and stared at me sideways.
• Phyllis stared at us; as I too look back at him.
• "Again remember she's retarded," she told him.
• I looked at her right away wishing she would stop lying about me like that. I was no retarded.
• I turned my head to look at Josh; hoping he doesn't believe her.
• He slowly removed himself from the couch and went to open the front door; not answering her.
• "Let's leave now," the older man said; while he smiled as if he was about to laugh about what had happened.
• It's like I could hear what he was thinking. The alpha's nephew loves a retarded she-wolf," as he tried very hard not to laugh.
• I hated it.
• Josh opens the door.
• I turned towards him wanting to run to him asking him if he was mad at me?, but I couldn't I didn't want any more trouble with Phyllis.
• My green eyes widen by the bright light outside; causing my eyes to become filled with water. It was the most beautiful sight I've ever seen. I felt like I was in another world.
• Phyllis held my hand tightly wanting me to stay close to her while we exit her home. She pulled me along with her until we were outside.
• I took a deep breath enjoying the fresh air outside and not the heavy dusty air within the old underground cell I have been locked up in for years.
• "Come quickly, the older man leading us ordered us. We have others we need to gather into safety," he says.
• Phyllis pulled me even more; obeying the man's order. I looked back at the house; seeing the outside for the first. It was pretty old and needed to be painted. I looked sideways and there I saw Josh not too far from us with both of his hands within his pocket; staring at me. I quickly turned my head to the front, shyly by him; not knowing why he gave a strange feeling every time our eyes met.
• "Get in the car," I heard the man instructed us.
• "Car," I repeated; staring at the strange large, black, shiny metal object before us.
• Phyllis pulled me to enter the car.
• "No," the older man stopped her.
• "The elder and the young ones will be driving in a separate car," the man said.
• "What!" Phyllis said frighteningly.
• "That's the alpha's order," Josh said and came in front of us; removing his hands from his pocket.
• Phyllis held my hand even tighter not wanting to let me go.
• "She can't be by herself," she explained to the older man.
• "Don't worry, the elder man informed her. She will be with others her age.
• "No, Phyllis said. She's retarded and has to be with me."
• "Do you dear to disobey the alpha's order?" Josh asked her.
• Phyllis removed her hand away from me right away.
• "I want you to behave yourself," she warned me.
• The older man helped her within the front car and shove off. Phyllis watched me worriedly until I was unable to see her anymore.
• "It's only us," I heard Josh said.
• I turned to look at him and lower my head shyly.
• "Come," he said while he gently took one of my hand.
• I pulled my hand away from him frighteningly.
• "Remember I won't hurt you, he said. Let's get into the car."
• I looked at the car; into his dark beautiful eyes and the beautiful surrounding. I then realized Phyllis was no longer her. She could no longer lock me up within the cell or abuse me. I had the power to put an end to it now and it involves me running away and starting my life afresh.
• I remembered shifting into my wolf.
• It had the color of my red bright hair. At the age of 16, Phyllis had warned me to never shift again or she will give me a mark I'll never forget.
• She wasn't her now. It was just me and the alpha's nephew.
• "Come with me," he held out his hand calling me.
• I walked backward away from him.
• "Come," he continued to call me.
• I quickly turned around and shifted within my wolf. Running away from him.
• "Wait!" he shouted.
• I continued to run.
• I glance behind me; not seeing him anymore.
• Suddenly I saw a large dark brown wolf jumped in front of me.
• Surprised, I lost balance. It tried to catch me, but we end up rolling down a large hill.
• "Ahhh..," I growled in pain; trying to lift my head.
• Soon I realized I was no longer within my wolf form. I was now naked and was laying on Josh's human form. The dark brown wolf himself.
• "Ah..., he growled in pain. Are you alright?" he asked me; with his eyes closed.
• I jumped up, frightened. Feeling sorry for the pain I had caused him.
• "Are you alright?" I asked him; trying to help him up
• "Ahhh...," he continued to growl. Removing himself from the ground filled with dead brown leave.
• I bend down on my knees; touching his head. His hair was so soft.
• He opens his eyes slowly.
• Suddenly he jumped up and turned his back.
• "What is wrong?" I asked him confused by his strange action.
• "Your naked," he said.
• "Yes I am, I told him; but why are you closing your eyes and why do you turn your back towards me?" I asked him curiously.
• "I should not be seeing your nakedness," he told me.
• "Why?" I asked him, curiously.
• He cleared his throat before answering me.
• "A female bareness should be hidden away from a man."
• "But, I'm looking at yours," I told him while I got close to him; staring at his back to his ass.
• A man's body was strange it was different from a female body.
• "Your body is much different from mine," I told him; while I looked at him from behind.
• "It is, he said. Now, please go and hide behind a tree," he informed me.
• "How is it different?" I asked him eagerly to see him.
• "Much different," he said.
• "Can I see?" I asked him.
• "You've never seen a man nakedness before?" he asked me.
• "No," I answered softly.
• "I don't want to do this and end up doing something I should not do," he said.
• "Like what?" I asked him.
• He didn’t answer me.
• Suddenly I saw him started to turn around slowly.
• He turned his head aside from me and open them.
• My body froze staring at his bare front ways.
• His body looked muscular and strong.
• Soon I spotted something strange. It was way more different from mine.
• It was pink, long like a pipe, and much thicker and larger. It laid between his legs. It too had two large round strange things behind it.
• "What is that?" I asked him.
• It was as if he knew what I wanted to know.
• "My penis," he said while he continued to look sideways not wanting to look at me.
• I walked up to him; fascinated by it and wanting to touch him.
• I stretched out my hand; touching it.
• It felt thick, large, and soft within my hand.
• "Hah!..," I heard him made a strange sound and removed my hand from his penis.
• Suddenly it stood up stiff; before him not wanting to lay down anymore.
• "Look what you have done," he said while he finally turned his head to look at me.
• "Your body is beautiful," he described me; while he stared at me.
• He started to breathe heavily.
• "Your strange behavior is causing me to want you," he said to me.
• "Can I kiss you again?" he asked me.
• Remembering the wonderful feeling he gave me; I wanted to do it again.
• "Yes," I answered.
• He pulled me into his arms and suck on my lip hard, breathing heavily. I thought he was going to eat me up.
• "I want to fuck you so badly," he said.
• I remembered that word he said about making love.
• "You wanted to know how sex feels; I'm about to show you now," he said. As he stopped kissing me.
• His voice sounded much different. He took me up and place me on the ground filled with leaves.
• He started to kiss me again and moved his mouth to my neck and then slowly to my breast sucking them. It was the most wonderful feeling I felt. He kissed me down to my belly.
• Suddenly he widens my legs. I sat up while he parted my legs. Seeing him bringing his mouth between my them. I felt his tongue between me.
• My body went back down to the ground. Closing my eyes.
• What he was doing between my leg felt so good.