Chapter 39 Walk

• But calming down takes days, almost a week. I am no longer weak because of the pregnancy, but it is my heart that’s becoming dull with pain. I am so stressed out that it’s become harder for me to focus on my studies. Rather, I don’t want to study anymore.
• I snicker. Why am I so stressed out when having a child is supposed to be a happy event? Why is it that I am the only one happy with this new life?
• “Kaiya, what’s the answer?” Harbin interjects, which I only answer with a low growl. “You do know that after this, you need to go to your etiquette lessons? They told me ‌you are going to start with your music lessons.”