Chapter 48

• Arielyn
• I couldn’t help giggling as I lay on my bed after I left Ken’s room, if I had not been careful, I would have stayed in his room but tonight, we both wanted different reasons to be together and my reason was dangerous, I couldn’t trust myself not to jump him when he slept so I ran away. Ken made me feel excited and I liked the feeling even though I knew what we shared was only on paper and not the real thing, it didn’t stop me from being excited about the things we would do together. What’s more, I couldn’t lie, I was happy that I won’t have to leave O-when again. I liked being in Dilgem but O-when was home and I couldn’t change that.
• The fact that I would not have to leave Rose and also Raul too, he has become one of my favorite people and I had been contemplating how best to break the news of my leaving to him and now I don’t have to do that anymore, the only downside in everything that happened today was that bastard Jordan going to Ken’s office because of me, he was out of his mind and it was his lose. The way he kept calling me names and being mean to me only for him to find out that he needed me to gain favors from my dad and now he wants to get me, laughable. I didn’t even feel anything for him anymore, if Ken had not been in the picture, I would still not have accepted Jordan. On second thought, maybe I would have accepted his request at first and then dump him the way he did to me, it would have been a great revenge but I didn’t need that kind of revenge now. When he sees me with his brother and when Ken gets the throne, that would be all the revenge I need.