Chapter 36 Strained

• Roan
• Another Full Moon has passed and again I am left empty handed. I am happy for the people around me that did find their Mate, but I am slowly losing hope on ever finding my fated Mate and the only reason I haven’t given up just yet has to do with my Lycan. Smoke hates it when my thoughts start to wander towards a chosen Mate and he makes it very known that he will never accept a chosen Mate, to the point where he leaves me with a huge headache.
• I still don’t understand why it is taking so long for me and Casimir to find our fated Mate, but I guess the Goddess has her reasons. I know that in some cases it takes decades before a male or female finds their fated Mate, but it doesn’t mean I have to like it and I know Casimir doesn’t like it either. Neither one of us is eager to take over from our Fathers, but we would like to have what our Parents had and after two decades of waiting it is becoming harder to keep hope.