Chapter 55 Worried

• Colleen's POV
• Jared is still sleeping and I feel happy about doing something for him. It saddens me thinking I won't be able to stay with him for a long time, but I can't just choose my life over my child. Last night was fantastic, although I know that what we did was nothing compared to what other couples do. I can only do it once, even though I still feel how much I want him.
• I can't take care of him as a dutiful wife anymore. Everything that I promised myself to do for him was now a promise that has been broken. I couldn't give him a wife that was there for all his needs. Instead, I was a burden that he was carrying already. I heaved a deep sigh after that realization.