Chapter 49 Hurt Him Much

• Colleen's POV
• I am happy, I may die, but I am going to die happy. Many won't be able to understand. I should have been crying or self-pitying but I couldn't. I felt so blessed with my family around me.
• Although I am worried about Jared, ever since I was discharged from the hospital, he was always busy with something even if I didn't see what he was doing. But I can feel it. He was happy and sad and angry. I don't know why he was angry and whom. I didn't want him to feel that way because it might harm him or it could make him do things that may hurt him.