Chapter 49 Unknown Airbnb Tenant(1)

• Pleasure is another word for pain. Just think a second about that. When a guy hurts your feelings, but then he gets sorry and begs for pardon, coming back to you? WOW. That's satisfying. Or when your boss tells you in front of everyone that you didn't do right, but the next month you come back to the presentation day, as the best job employee, the Queen of the day? That's cool.
• American movies taught us that to fail and to feel pain is another word for having success in life. And I am cool with that. I think they discovered something deeper. I'm a masochist: this means I get pain from pleasure. Precisely so. Then, well, I know it sounds weird or even wrong, but it is so damn right. The problem is only that not so many people share this feeling with me.
• It all started when I was almost twelve, I was a little female tender child, and one day I left the house alone without saying anything to my father. I had learned to put on a coat, hat, and shoes and to open the door of the house. I went to the park and started off on a slide that hurt all the kids' bottoms when they hit the ground. And I remember that I liked it, I liked it so much. So I went to the slide and I enjoyed it.