Chapter 41 Punished By My Sugar Daddy(5)

• So, as I came, with my mouth open, panting like a whore, I looked into his eyes, having enjoyed myself but he seemed thrilled even more. At that point in the evening, time had passed and it was late to head back, he told me to stay the night. In his bed. The two of us. Making sure he wouldn't touch me. Assured me that we'd just sleep. I accept now almost naturally taking these offers that come from him. For the night he provides me with a pink lace nightgown, and we lie down.
• He turns off the light and lies down for a while. And falls asleep. In the night, thoughts run through my mind, never giving me a break. I just can't sleep at all, while next to me I feel this strange bedfellow all wrapped up in the arms of Morpheus. I begin to think that I have no idea what to gain from this situation. That I have no plan! I have a Sugar Daddy and that's fine. But then what?
• I don't have anything else. I've accepted his favours and made him look at me, but with no real advantages in life. The only thing useful is books. Which I might need next year. But apart from that, I have no advantage from the situation. Not even the slightest.