Chapter 51 Surprises

• It wasn't my first time kissing a boy, but this time felt different. Each kiss had its own unique sensation, but what I experienced this time was unlike anything before. The urge to act was instantaneous and overwhelming, overpowering any attempt to resist. I found myself succumbing to my desires, only to be ensnared in a web of embarrassment and regret.
• I couldn't understand why I felt this way. In the past, kissing had always brought a certain pleasure, but now, there was a sense of resistance, a taste of sorrow lingering in the air. Despite my inner turmoil, I couldn't bring myself to pull away. All I wanted was to offer solace to his troubled soul with my love.
• The rest of the day at school passed in a haze. His presence lingered in my mind, his touch still felt against my skin. I could almost taste the memory of our lips meeting, his dryness yielding to the moisture of my own. Throughout the day, I found myself savoring the fleeting moment we shared, lost in its bittersweet memory.