Chapter 20
- He passes me a drinking horn and I gulp thirstily at a fruit and nectar compound drink. He refills and I drink again. He feeds me several pieces of small soft fruits on delicate bone skewers then laughs as I start to feed him in the same way. My strength has returned rapidly and already I can feel my body starting to crackle into sexual life and my confidence surge. I don't understand why, but this man makes me feel so alive and confident in a way I never felt before, even though I considered that I knew my body well and used it without shame before. He is still erect. What stamina? I push myself upwards and playfully push him backward. He doesn't resist and falls backward onto the skin. I wonder if he's fallen suddenly asleep. Men have done that with me before. I lean over him to find out. His eyes open and he grabs me. He was only pretending and I was caught! Mmmm... I don't want to try to escape anyway. I laugh and sit astraddle him. He reaches up and lightly caresses my swollen nipples. I reach down and lightly caress his swollen cock. Our breathing becomes shorter and I shift my weight and feed his manhood into myself once more. The physical penetration is deep and the connection goes somehow deeper than just the physical. I feel reality somehow shift. We are timeless, ageless lovers, no longer human, but personifications of all men and all women. We are no longer in
- a room, but adrift and floating in a starry cosmos, connected and energized by each other. I can see the magik traceries on each of us glowing with energy, bright red like hot pokers, and our bodies lit up with auras of pale gold.
- The stars are truly beautiful as they glide by. I am a sexual being and I am alive; that is my true nature; my sexuality and spirituality are one. I am passion, I am creation, I am woman: I am completely alone and I am complete in the union. I feel the powerful, empowering, passionate energy of the waves of orgasms spreading throughout all of me from my spasming cunt, where this man, this god, is heaving away, working his magic with his sacred stick, lodged deep within my sacred temple.