Chapter 50 Love on the way

• Love on the way
• Brian had been staring at Ella feed the baby with cereals and not breast milk, and he had come to realize her reason for denying the baby breast milk; some time earlier after the delivery of the baby Ella had cried over her flabby breasts .She was dead scared of losing her firm breasts due to breast feeding. She had told Brian about her plan to regain the beauty of her breasts after her other children milked it to dryness.
• But Brian took all of that for lies; she was doing all of that for the man she was seeing- the man he saw pounding into her vagina in the horse pen on the night of grandma’s party. Upon seeing them that very night the urge of keeping the baby aside and engaging the man in a fist fight was not missing – but he had recalled his encounter with Brian over Kate and also argued if actually he was in love with Ella – yes. He had looked himself severally in the mirror and locked eyes with the image to confirm he was in love with Ella. For nothing would inspire him to cover the milestone he had covered for Ella. He had sacrificed what a few men can dare and his heart that had been beating for her had paused ever since he saw that stranger pounding his penis into her vagina like a pro. He had nagged at himself for not professing his love earlier. He knew Ella would be glad to be his moon chaser, the only vine in his garden. Nevertheless he kept encouraging his numb heart with thought of Kate being the only girl he had fought for and would ever be. He was yet to believe if his heart still thumped for Kate; he had never been fortunate with love. Sometimes his eyes almost welled up with tears at the imagination of love parting his heart like heaps of eggs descending a hill. He was always sacrificing and never getting indulged. And grandma’s words almost seemed true now- Ella is a user!”