Chapter 119 Explanation?

• What a joke! Why did he talk like a child?
• I was too lazy to look at him and kept my eyes on the ceiling instead. Seeing that I ignored him, he thought that I was provoking him so he began to grab my chin and asked me.
• “Do you think I have no right to decide your life and death? Li Yahan, don't you think I can't control you! I can control your family and even your friends at anytime I want! It’s just that I don’t wish to do that…”