Chapter 116 Trying to settle things

• After what felt like an eternity, I felt her lips come crashing down on mine, it brushed against mine softly at first and then she locked them. I felt my eyes closing, I wanted to give in without resisting, a part of me wanted it to happen so desperately, it was too weak to fight the urge, to stop the action.
• But just as her lips brushed against mine, another part of me felt bad, it felt guilty, I knew it was wrong, I shouldn’t do this, it would be very wrong to do this. Joanna had just held my shirt and was about to deepen the kiss when I opened my eyes, I grabbed her arms gently and pushed her back.
• She looked up to me and I could see the flair of emotions in her eyes, mixed emotions I believe. There was guilt and pleasure at the same time, there was desire and regret.