Chapter 38

• My eyes followed him everywhere now and I knew he noticed and it irritated him but oddly enough, I loved that he was irritated with me.
• As weird and stupid as it sounds, I was desperate for any form of attention at all from that man so I grasped whatever he gave me.
• I wondered if it was because of things like this boys avoided fucking virgins. It probably wasn’t the same with all the girls. I even thought I would not cling to my first but here I was clinging to every little thing he does.