Chapter 48 Pleading

• Kellan
• I watch her as she sleeps. She's amazing. When I began to tease her, I was so sure I could do it and stop. Hearing her beg and seeing her as pleasure took over and made me forget. I've never wanted someone so much. Yet, at the same time not want to fuck her.
• Are we dating? I don't even know, but usually, my relationships were fleeting, and I would sleep with whoever it was within a few hours. Not Elara, though; I feel awful for considering doing that like I am using her because she won't be mine.