Chapter 5 Come What May

• What is happening?
• Why is Dianne naked?!!
• And why was it timed perfectly when I was about to take off my top?
• I was rooted at my feet and I cannot quite put my thoughts on what to do.
• While frozen in trance, I can only surmise how beautiful the scenery that I am looking at.
• Is this the reason why I cannot think clearly?
• Dianne is a well proportioned woman. I cannot help but admire her figure.
• Her vital statistics? I do not know any of that but one thing certain is I know that she is sexy, a very striking one.
• She also has huge racks with pinkish nipples. I can say that I am a man of taste and her chest is what I look for in a woman.
• Her face is angelic and looks untainted by the works of the worldly touch. She is very pretty in her own way.
• While I was lost in trance with appreciating the features of the person in front of me, I was struck dumb when I noticed that Dianne is making her way towards me. Albeit slowly, or it could just be because it shows in slow motion in my vision.
• I remained rooted in my place but I already got out of being mesmerized.
• I was holding my head in conflicting thoughts and I am grinning like a fool.
• It seemed like the universe played its hand very well this time, it got me cornered.
• Just when Dianne was already an arm away from me, I hurriedly tried taking off my long sleeve to change and put on my shirt but she was quick like a mantis, she nimbly placed her right hand on my chest.
• So what it looks now is my hands were caught by my long sleeves and I am bare chested facing a naked and stunning woman.
• We still did not say anything to each other after all this time.
• I do not know the reason why she did not scream or even covered her body or even run off out of the room.
• Is she expecting this?
• Is this a plan in itself?
• I am very conflicted now. In my rational conscious, I should avoid or discontinue this situation but my body says otherwise.
• Yes, I honestly think that I cannot stop this now. This is one of the reasons why I want to be private.
• I do not want other women or people to know who I am personally to avoid these work relationships but I guess this is still a wrong approach.
• Why am I limiting the information about my personal life?
• I have a lot of reasons, and these are very dark for me. I do not want to feel being lost again and again because these reasons stemmed from my past relationships with women who I think that I will be with for the rest of my life.
• So being secretive is my defense, but women are very unpredictable, it seemed like I really cannot control everything around me.
• I cannot do anything about this situation now. Or maybe, I just do not want to do anything about it. It felt like I just want to go with the flow.
• Come what may!
• Not long after, Dianne slowly rubbed her soft hands on my chest and stomach like she was getting a feel for my body.
• I just stared at her and I still was not able to take off the sleeve off both of my arms.
• I let her be and I can see that she is not that versed with this type of situation.
• Is it really true that she is still a virgin?
• Others might ask why I am acting like this. But even I myself cannot explain it.
• I am a very outgoing person now due to the demands of this industry I work for but this passive trait that I am currently showing is a bit innate of me.
• Do I have a girlfriend as of this time?
• Do I have a wife already?
• I cannot answer that yet. It is very complicated but I am trying not to mess things for the worse.
• I can clearly feel that my body wants Dianne but somewhere in my subconscious screams rationally of not betraying someone I care for.
• But as other men in real life or movies do in this type of situation, it is clearly a hard thing to stop this now.
• I can definitely say that beastly desires of men will be really hard to control.
• I kept staring at her but she was just staring at my chest as well.
• It seems like she was also conflicted with the current situation. She suddenly stopped moving.
• It was the time then that I had the courage to say something.
• 'Dianne- but I was cut off
• 'I know Sir. It is sad that you do not feel the same way. But would it be fine if I will just give you a simple service tonight? Maybe you can consider this as a compensation for all the help you have extended to me. Then maybe after, we can go back to being workmates again.', she told in a very tiny yet moving voice.
• She did not let me reply. She pushed me back slowly and I got my back on my cabinet now. I took off my long sleeve completely and let her do what she intended to do.
• The next day . . .
• Everything in the living room was left untouched.
• I was coming from outside the building.
• Yes, it is not what others might expect, something happened between Dianne and I last night but not quite the exact thing.
• I came from a nearby beer house with Dianne.
• What happened last night?
• She gave me a blow j*b! ! ! That is the service she did.
• I know that some people think that it would be accompanied by an actual s*xual intercourse but it did not happen.
• Honestly, everything could have gone the exact same way that happens to other people who are already in that type of situation but in our case, it was not.
• This was the exact thing last night . . .
• I felt very good and stimulated as Dianne gave her best. I now know that it was first time doing it but it felt really good.
• My engines are seriously rumbling like thunder during that time and I, like a viking, chose to endure the enticement of asking her to do the deed with me.
• Yes, I did not relent and just let her do her business.
• Time slowly passed by, and after who knows when, I successfully finished and cummed on her voluptous chest.
• I was pulled back to reality when I got relieved from the pleasure Dianne has given me.
• My fluid has made a mess on Dianne's chest but she still looks sexy even with that.
• In my mind, I have to think on how to resolve this current delimma while I am still rational.
• I better stop things from escalating!
• I thought of different things as reasons to tell Dianne to stop yet they all seem insignificant now that she observed that my body says otherwise.
• Right. She saw that my manhood is still rock solid and looks ready for another fight.
• Fortunately, she is really still a virgin because she did not know what to do or just afraid to do what she thinks she is supposed to do.
• The temperature of the room felt it was increasing.
• Just when I was about to pounce on Dianne and do the deed, I suddenly remembered someone special.
• Then like a monk being enlightened, I had the perfect reason to tell Dianne and I hope that this will work out.
• I held both of her arms and with mine and said solemnly -
• 'Dianne, before it is too late. I think it would be better for us to stop while I am still rational. You are a very beautiful person and I do not want you to give your womanhood to someone like me that cannot reciprocate your love.'