Chapter 143

• killiam.
• The pain in my chest increases as I break it in two I want to scream, I want to rip my heart out so I don't feel so much pain, so much despair the feeling is oppressive and suffocating. I lost him, I left him in the midst of infernal flames that burned everything around him, I shouldn't have left him. I blame myself for having obeyed him, why didn't I fight harder to stay by his side?
• Then that longed-for scream builds in my throat and I let it out, I scream with such desperation that my throat burns I scream louder when I try to perceive it through our bond and all I find is an absolute and total scream of pain and helplessness because I did absolutely nothing to help him, I just let my body carry me away.