Chapter 240

• I leaned up and began kissing her when slowly we got back to intense groping. I was in total shock that this was transpiring, that she was entertaining it at all. The thought that it could happen began to really hit me. Much of my fantasy was just that, the pure fantasy of it, now it was becoming a real possibility, and Janet was on board with it. My only safety net to my fantasy was that she probably wouldn't. I was now realizing she probably would.
• As I fingered her, she stated "He has to wear a condom."
• I didn't say a word. She stopped kissing for a moment as I continued kissing her neck and asked "You actually expect that much semen and sperm to shoot inside me? John, do you want him to use a condom? John, answer me, does your fantasy now include him inseminating me? You actually want a man to squirt that much sperm inside my body?"