Chapter 37

• It Has been four weeks since I woke up and since Skyler rudely interrupted me and Jared's ogling contest. Four weeks since I found out I was having a baby girl. I was super excited and I still am,I can't wait to see you baby. To hit you when you act a bit stubborn like your dad,to pet you, throw fits,to give you all the things that i and your dad can afford,i bet he'll be a good father to you. Considering the way he takes care of his little sister. I want you to look like him tho,you'll surely be the jealousy of everyone,your dad is a hot ass man and if you turn out to be a girl version of him,you'll be so beautiful. I don't mind if you look like me tho,i mean,your dad couldn't keep his eyes off me when he saw me for the first time and that beautiful one night stand,led to the making of you. I wanted to call you Miracle because you are my miracle,you came into my life,tho not fully but the months you've been inside of me,were worth it. You made it better,you brought a man i never thought i could have,into my life. You mended me for good,you gave my reasoning a new dimension. All i think of right now,is how to be better for you and everyone around us. I love you so much baby and i can't wait to see you. I was scared when i got shot,i thought i would die without getting a chance to meet you,to confess my love to your dad. That was why i had to say it to him before i became unconscious. All i wanted was for you survive,even without me. I knew of anything had happened to me,your dad will not stop giving you the best. He would have still loved you the exact way he loves me,or even more. But just like i said you are my Miracle,i didn't die,we both didn't. We survived and now i was gonna be discharged today,i haven't seen your papa for some days now. Am kinda worried but your grandma Alana and your aunty Sky said i shouldn't worry that he was just handling some things. I miss you baby please hurry up and come out so you can keep me company whenever your dad leaves me to attend to business,okay? Yes mama,hurry up.
• "Ouch! Jamel stop kicking mama. I know you heard me can you just stop now okay?" I said softly,rubbing my swollen belly in pains,as Jamel won't stop kicking me after the little conversation i had with her.
• "That's good for you. She would probably be complaining about how much of a talkative her mom is. Damn. My eardrums felt like they would seal from too much of stress". Sky daunted,making me roll my eyes at her exaggeration.