Chapter 5

• "Allison, talk to me."
• Zion has been calling me earlier this morning, he has to go back to their house after our making out even if he doesn't want to. And now he's already here and ready to pick me up so we can both go to the University but I'm not giving him any attention.
• He has a lot of things to apologize to about last night. I told him that I don't like the position he made me try yesterday but he didn't pay attention to me, it was hella awkward and I'm not doing it again. Second is when I ask him to stop because I'm so sore, but he still didn't. Then third, I'm late in my first class because I woke up late, it was his fault since he tired me so much.
• "Allison, please." We are currently at the kitchen. I'm making my breakfast and not planning to attend any of my classes today. When I went down to eat he was already at the living area with a backpack full of new clothes. I kept ignoring him and he just followed me everywhere I go, asking for an apology he might not know what for. "Okay, it's my fault again. I'm sorry."
• I gave him the deadliest look I can offer. He made it look like he was accepting my faults forcefully, and it was pissing me full time, even with the sight of him is pissing me.
• The sides of my lips tugged downward and tears invaded the corner of my eyes. Confusion and amusement both spark in his eyes when he saw how I reacted.
• He walk towards my direction and hugged me from the side, we are the only person here so no one can see us. "Okay, tell me what I did. I'm sorry." He planted kisses on my neck, shoulder, forehead, and lips. I told him the mere reasons why I'm really mad at him right now but his reaction is making it senseless.
• "I hate you so much." I let out a sob. He just responded with a sigh as if he'd been coping up with me for a long time and not understanding what I wanted to say. My reasons wasn't a big deal for him but for me, it is.
• "Okay, okay! It's my fault. I won't let you do it again and I will stop when you say so, I promise. Just don't... hate me." His voice softened and it made me feel so bad. I didn't mean to hurt his feelings.
• I want to hug him here right now and that's what I'm planning to do, only that mom and dad entered the kitchen so I quickly avoided him.
• "Are you going already?" Dad asked and I nodded. "Take care of my daughter, Nathan. Don't let boys go in her way, do you understand? No hugs, no holding hands, and preferably no kiss, even on cheeks." My dad strictly told Zion. It was his rule already and we're used to hearing it every time he would see Zion.
• "Don't worry, Dad. I'll take care of Allison." His voice has no emotion at all and he didn't even give me an eye contact.
• They walked us out of the house, he opened the door on the passenger seat for me before he entered on the other side. The silence was so loud, no one wanted to talk and no sound could be heard inside. A feeling suddenly mixed up in my inside that even I can't understand. It just burst out and I started sobbing, not knowing if it was because of our issue from last night or because he was extra serious and quiet.
• "Zion...." I called up to him, my eyes were full of tears, my chest was heaving uneasily until I tried to catch my breath. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, I promise I will have sex with you again and I won't hurt you anymore." My voice was hoarse from too much crying.
• He stopped the car on the side of the road, looking at me with sincerity. "Come here." He held my hand and pulled me to sit on his lap. "Okay, let's fix this up now. I don't want to be in a fight with you. I'm sorry." He lifted my chin using a finger and put in the softest and gentlest kiss on my lips.
• "I'm sorry." I whispered against our kiss. "And I don't hate you, I like you." I felt his body stilled because of what I said, confusing my whole system.
• "You like me?" He's like he was looking for an assurance.
• "Yes, I always like you Zion. You're like a real brother to me and a very bestfriend. Please don't leave me, I want to be friends with you even when we're both married."
• We both fixed our problems with each other but Zion seems to be off from his usual self, he's not talking too much and he would sometimes give me a smile then become serious afterwards. It was friday night and he told me that his friend invited him to go to a club. He was asking for my permission even if he didn't have to, so I said yes. Then he decided to bring me with him and I think this will be the first time I'm going out in a club.
• "Should I wear sexy clothes?" I asked him after we finished taking a bath, we had a little quickie.
• His face immediately grimaced, disagreeing with my question. "Wear jeans and long sleeves. Let your hair down so no one could see your shoulder and neck." He stated while choosing his own clothes. I followed what he said and I ended up with a black colored leggings, my top was a red shimmering long sleeve and finishing it with a cute sandal. I still don't know how to put my make up on so I just added a small lipstick and perfume to finish my look.
• It looks so simple but the curves are giving it a highlight. I'm not good with dressing up. That's why Anniza was always on our back whenever we attended special events.
• "Does this look fine? Don't you think I'm underdressed?" I twirl in a circle, showing him every part of my outfit.
• I waited for his reaction but only a small smile appeared on his lips. He ran his tongue over his lips then biting it after, making it more reddish than it's normal color. "I feel like I'll be regretting my decisions later."
• "So you don't want me to go with you?"
• He laughed at my sad face. He walked towards my back and placed all my hair on one side. "I don't want others seeing what's mine. Just the sight of your body will make any man like you, but the sight of your face will make a man love you and I don't like that to happen, Allison." His hands were slowly having their way inside my clothes, caressing my waist up to my covered breasts.
• "Don't worry, I won't leave your side. I promise." I held up my right hand to make a promise sign.
• "Okay, let's go."
• He maneuvered his car to the club we were going to. I'm a bit excited and nervous since this will be my first time entering. Aside from dad who's stopping us from going to these kinds of places, I don't have other friends who would invite me here and Zion also doesn't want me to come here because like he said, I'm too innocent for these kinds of parties.
• "Don't talk with other men, okay?" He leaned to my seat so he could give me a quick kiss. After he parked his car outside, a tall and huge men came in our direction, scaring me. I thought they would execute us but I was wrong. "They'll take us inside. Don't worry, I'm here." His arm was possessively wrapped on my waist the whole time.
• My jaw almost fell from my face as soon as I entered the place, people were kissing everywhere, there's a lot of people and the smell reeked of alcohol and smoke.
• "Are you good?" He checked on me when I didn't make any sounds. The music was so loud so he had to close his mouth to my ear. I only nodded my head before we went upstairs. Three men welcomed us, hugging Zion first before one of them was about to hug me when Zion swiftly pulled me closer to him, stopping the man from his plan. "Don't touch my girl."
• Everyone whistled playfully and gave us a teasing smile. They signaled us to sit so we did, I took the space beside Zion while the space beside me was empty.
• "Drink, miss?" His friends ask so I look at Zion to ask what I should do.
• "Just give her a light one." Zion glared at his friend who has been giving us a frisky grin.
• He went out for a moment and it didn't take him long before he came back. He had a glass of drink in his hand, while the other was holding a bucket of bottled alcohol. "Here, a mojito for the lady." He offered me the drink but Zion immediately took it away from me.
• "This smells horrible, she won't like it." His face was all crumpled and vexed. "Give her something that doesn't smell bad and would taste good." He's like a kid complaining to his friends. Some were laughing at him while his friend who ordered the drinks was as pissed as him.
• "You want me to go down again just to get a glass of drink? Come on, you go there!" Their words don't seem personal because of their playful behavior but I still feel bad for his friend so I accepted the drink.
• "It's alright, I'll drink this." I smell the drink and I almost puke, it made me slightly dizzy but I need to maintain myself.
• "Let's change it." His friends were concerned after seeing my reaction but I quickly shook my head to disagree.
• "It's fine. I can take it." Zion was hesitant if he'd let me but still did. Two hours had passed and I was already dizzy after two intake of large glasses. I didn't feel out of place with his circle of friends since I was the topic for the whole hour.
• "Is Zion a good friend, Allison?" One of his friends asked. I giggled as my vision became blurry, I can't remember who is who and I've been laughing even though nothing is funny.
• "Hmm..." I acted like I was thinking of something before looking at Zion who had his hands pressed on my waist. "Yes, he's a very great friend. He's good at anything like taking care of me, helping me with my studies, pleasuring me—"
• "We need to go home." He pulled me up from my seat and everyone was screaming with teases. "You're drunk." He pointed out but he continued to pull me, when I couldn't walk properly he lifted me and took me to the car.
• "Zion, can you touch me?" I purred like a kitten, stopping Zion from inserting the key to it's whole. He looked at me with furrowed brows but I was anticipating, I felt the need to be touched so I started fondling my breasts and running my hands to the center of my thighs. I heard him groaning with the sight of me so it happened.
• We started making out at the back of his car. For the first time.