Chapter 41 But then all

• I carried a grudge as I watched Trevor walk away. I don't know and I don't have any clue why he got angry with me and seems to want to avoid me.
• It's not enough to push and push me like he was right next to me. I don't know what the problem is. Sometimes I think about the house or myself the weight he carries but when I witnessed him avoiding me. I'm sure... I'm the problem.
• It was like a hard punch on my chest... Trevor was the only friend I thought would last with me. It's like the little bit of hope in my chest is slowly burning as I think about what happened earlier. At home... I have no one to talk to... No one smiles... No one makes me laugh.