Chapter 64 I Understand Your Intention

• "Mia, I understand your intention. I know you want to help me, and I acknowledge your goodwill. However, I won't accept your money. Remember you asked whether I hate you? I can't lie to you or myself. The truth is, I don't hate you, and I also can't forget you. I can't deny that I still love you. Damn it! When I heard you got injured from a fall, I abandoned everything and rushed over in these greasy clothes. Even so, my hatred is also as deep as my love. I don't want to hate you, but I can't stop myself. Emotional scars, once formed, can never disappear. We will always be bothered by that scar. What makes you think we can return to how we were three years ago?"
• "Previously, you said nothing changed, but are you sure everything is the same? When we ate our meals three years ago, you never needed to put food on my plate and get soup for me. Yet, you have to behave courteously with me now. That is the biggest change. We are no longer in the past. Our environment and status are different now. So naturally, we have changed too."
• "Moreover, as I said before, it is my debt. It has nothing to do with you. I will pay it off independently, and I can do it. Of the more than four hundred thousand I owed previously, I have only around three hundred thousand left. I should be able to pay everything off in a few years. Then, I can live a good life too."