Chapter 5 I Am Having Him All To Myself

• My mom walked out of the room and banged the door behind me .
• I didn’t know what to feel , but at that moment , I felt so betrayed .
• I knew that all her life she had loved me and made sure that I got everything that I wanted and I should try and understand .
• But I can’t help this dirty attraction that I am having towards her husband and all that I can do at this moment is to go away and forget all about this man but no , he manipulated my mom to make me live here .
• That bastard , how dare he .
• I gritted my teeth in anger and the ringing of my phone brought me out of my thoughts .
• I grabbed my phone from the table and seeing the caller I tried to force a smile .
• “‘ Chris am fine, after all you never cared to call all this while , I see no reasons why you want to
• Show me that you care right now because all that I can say is that I do not want your silly stupid lies .
• I didn’t wait for Chris to say another word , I ended the call in his ears .
• Right now the only person that I wanted to talk to was Elsa , she was my best friend and I had to pour out my heart to , I just needed someone to pour out my feelings to .
• I dialed Elsa's number for the tenth time and it went directly to voicemail. I knew that it was already late and she might have gone to bed already .
• Feeling defeated already , I stood up from where I sat and made my way out of my room .
• I took my way to the bar that was just in the dining room and when I got there , I grabbed a glass and poured myself a drink .
• I knew that this was wrong , but I just wanted to forget about everything that had just happened tonight .
• I was having dirty feelings towards my step dad .
• I wanted him to myself ahd seeing all happy and in love with my mom was making my heart ache , I just couldn’t help it .
• I wanted him to keep looking at me in such manner , I wanted to be so dominated by him and fucked with his big c**k that was exactly what I wanted .
• I didn’t know how long I had been there but when I walked into the kitchen , someone grabbed my waist.
• I didn’t need anyone to tell me who it was , I knew that it was him , I didn’t need anyone to tell me that .
• The way he held me made it even more worse , I couldn’t even think of anything else at that moment but him .
• I wanted to turn to his face and scream at him for doing that to me , how could he just make my mom turn away from me and all that she does now is listen to him .
• I was so fucking sick of him doing what was never his business .
• “ Let go of me shuan “ I said in the most silent and the coldest manner ever .
• I didn't know how I sounded but when I said that , he let go of me and turned me to face him .
• The look on his face was unapologetic , but I could also tell that he was satisfied with what he had done that really got on my nerves .
• “ I had to do what I did to make sure that I get to see you everyday of my life , I didn’t come this far to let you slip off my hands just like that , it’s not happening .
• I didn’t know how to feel hearing those statements from his own mouth .
• With the way that I had been feeling lately , I knew that this was a good sign but then this isn’t just it no matter how much I tried to make it look .
• I was having feelings for my step father , my mom's husband .
• I couldn’t believe that I was the one doing this but I couldn’t help it .
• “ I know exactly how you feel for me Rissa and you know how I feel for you too, you just have to trust me to make all of this work out. After all you want me as much as I want you .
• I pulled up my head to look at him and before realizing what was going on , I kissed him hard .
• I knew that this was wrong , but then I wanted this man with all of me. I just wanted to know what and how he felt , no matter how much I felt , I can’t just deny the fact this was so fucking superb , I love every inch of what I am doing right now .
• Shuan turned me over to the wall and grabbed my waist softly , he bent me and that's when I felt the hard cock just beneath my ass .
• I knew that this was wrong and if my mom found out , I was definitely going to be in a big mess , but then I loved it still and I wanted it .
• I didn’t know when the soft moan tore out of my mouth when he put his clock inside of me .
• I held on to the wall desperately as he held my waist and banged me against the wall .
• This was sweeter than I had ever thought and it was better than the ones I had done with Chris .
• I tried to cover my moans with my hands , while he banged me in that position .
• I knew how devastated my mom would be when she found out about what I had just done , but right now , I didn’t mind , I was definitely having this man to myself .