Chapter 5 : Why I Am Feeling This Way?

• "Ouch..." she said. Moaning with pain, Cathryn sat up with extreme difficulty. She had her head in her hands. Half squinting, Cathryn looked around at the strange room. She then examined the place more carefully.
• She realized that she was in a room at the bar from the night before. The curtains were at the head of the bed, and they were half-open. Only a fraction of the sunlight was coming in, but it was enough to make the whole room clear for her to see.
• The tone of the whole room was dark, and the dark red bedclothes sent out a faint smell of disinfectant. There were two brown tea tables beside the bed, and there was nothing on them.
• On the walls was concave and convex wallpaper, which had a series of red roses blooming on it. It was very revealing. There was a round lamp hanging on the ceiling. In the white lampshade, there was a wine-red light bulb matching the wallpaper that could be clearly seen.
• At the front left side of the bed was the door of the room, which was closed. The floor was covered with an amazingly intricate carpet. It was so clean until you looked by the bed, which clearly revealed the passion and indulgence of last night.
• At that moment, when she looked at her clothes, Cathryn's body trembled like getting an electric shock, and the memory fragments in her mind were glued together. She immediately remembered everything that happened last night.
• Cathryn's face became pale for a moment, and she reached out her hands to touch her legs. The ligaments of her legs were sore because of their crazy behavior last night. Rubbing her legs, Cathryn felt like her legs were dry and smooth, which was a little reassuring to her.
• She still vaguely remembered the madness of last night when they had crazy sex. They had sex up against the wall, and they went from the bed to the floor until she finally lost consciousness.
• She could still feel the man continuing to move his fingers all over her body. His touch, she could remember it vividly. It was a one-night stand, and it wasn't unusual for the man or the woman to leave the room before the other awakens.
• As for last night's indulgence, Cathryn's mood was hard to understand. She did not know the man, and at the same time, she felt very content with him. Afterwards, she felt like her body and mind were empty, but she had mixed feelings. She also got an unprecedented feeling of excitement and pleasure from him. "Why am I feeling this way?" she said out loud.
• She consoled herself by thinking that it was just sex. The consolation was just about to function, but as soon as she stood up, she thought she was going to fall into pieces.
• Cathryn felt a warm liquid flow down the inside of her thigh. Cathryn's waist was so sore that she could not straighten up her body. She leaned against the wall, and she stretched out her hand to touch her leg. She saw the milky liquid on her palm, and the familiar smell stimulated her sense of smell.
• Cathryn was frightened by what she had seen. Her eyes widened, and she almost fainted. "How could this happen?"
• She was utterly drunk last night, but she still remembers that she tore open the condom and put it on him and even praised the size of his thing.
• But how to explain the milky white liquid on her hand. It was slippery and had a very familiar smell? Staring at the trash bin beside the bed, Cathryn wanted to walk towards it, but her waist was so limp and sore that she fell to the floor.
• She was in so much pain that the tears kept running down her face. Cathryn reached into the trash can, pulled out the inferior condom, and noticed that it had been broken. It was indeed used, but it was worn out because of the consequences of the two people's actions.
• Aware of the truth, Cathryn's face immediately became pale, tears falling down like rain. She trembled and tried to find her cell phone, but she still could not see it after looking for a long time. She was feeling desperate and helpless, and her cell phone suddenly rang.
• As soon as she saw the flashing name on the screen, Cathryn's tears fell down more fiercely, and after answering the phone, she could hear the urgent voice of her best friend, Grace Garcia. "Hello, Cathryn, what happened between you and Jordan? Why did he propose to Athena Green? Is this an affair? Or a rumor?"
• In addition to Cathryn and Jordan, only Grace and Jordan's agent, Jason, knew about their hidden marriage. Grace had been on a business trip for a few weeks, and when she got home last night, she was tired, so she turned off her cell phone and went to bed early. When she got up in the morning and turned on the entertainment news, she was shocked to find out all the gossip about Jordan.
• The headlines of several entertainment media were occupied by Jordan. He proposed to Athena at the countdown party of PGTV last night.
• All of Jordan's fans were extremely excited about the news because they thought they were indeed a perfect match.
• Grace, who knew that Jordan had been married to Cathryn, did not know what had happened at all. This was when she immediately called Cathryn to find out what was happening. Grace asked her so many questions that it immediately felt like Cathryn's headache had worsened.
• She tried hard to hold back her tears and said to Grace with a thick nasal sound, "I made love with a strange man last night, Grace."
• "Well done, my dear!" said Grace.
• Cathryn was weak in character, and this was not something that she would typically do.
• She was still distraught. She blurted out. "He... He shot the semen into my body."
• Many women often have one-night stands, but not Cathryn. Her parents were both teachers, and they had tried their best for two years after she graduated from film school to preserve her moral integrity in the entertainment circle.
• "Didn't you ask him to wear a condom?" said Grace.
• "I personally helped him wear the condom, though the size of the condom was a bit small. I really did not expect that it would get worn out!" Although she had never expected to have a one-night stand with any man, she still knew that contraceptive measures were needed in any case.
• Grace had no time to think about Jordan's affairs. None of that mattered. Her primary concern right now is taking care of her best friend.
• She tried to calm Cathryn down. "I need to buy you an emergency contraceptive at once, and you need to get out of there right now. Please go home and wait for me. Are you listening, can you hear me, Cathryn?"
• Cathryn was in a state of shock, and as soon as she realized what her friend was saying, she instantly replied, "Yes, I am leaving now."
• After hanging up the phone, Cathryn's heart finally settled down, and then she left the bar after getting dressed.