Chapter 25 Confused

• The drive was something else. I mean, I was a nervous wreck the whole time. Every now and then, I couldn't resist sneaking a peek at him. And I swear I am sure the front driver noticed from the rear mirror. It was like my eyes were magnetically drawn to him. I was just so infatuated! He looked so relaxed, leaning his head back against the car seat with his eyes closed. I couldn't help but notice his index finger tapping gently on his thigh. It was such a calm and peaceful sight.
• But remembering how much of a monster he was, a surge of anger wells up inside me which makes me want to strangle him to death instantly. But at the same time, I couldn't help but be captivated by his well-shaped peaceful face. It's like he has this Greek god vibe that's just so tempting and alluring, making it so difficult to resist.
• He looks so calm and gentle with his eyes closed, making me have a second thought if there was an actual reason behind his dark facade. Because how on earth can a good-looking handsome man be so cruel and inhumane?