Chapter 8 If Nothing Can Be Done

• CHAPTER 8
• If Nothing Can Be Done
• Narrated by Alyson
• The pain you feel today is the strength you will feel tomorrow
• - Come and fuck me, deep inside.
• He smiles mischievously.
• - Really deep? - he asks with his bright blue eyes.
• - Really deep. - I find myself begging.
• And he penetrates me.
• And I wake up in a jump, realizing that I was only dreaming.
• Fuck, I'm out of breath, sweaty and horny.
• I put my hand in my panties and see how sensitive my clit feels and I am soaked.
• - But what is going on with this worm head of mine?
• I get up and walk to the window opening it wide, feeling the cool of the night hitting my face and relieving my immense heat.
• I look back, realizing only now that I am still alone in this huge room.
• No noise is heard.
• I decide to leave the room and look down the huge hallway that is dark.
• I try to figure out if I hear any kind of noise, but silence reigns in this huge house.
• I walk out of the room and turn the hallway light on minimum, I go downstairs to where Kevin's office is.
• The door is closed, I open it slowly and see that he is lying with his head on the desk, where there are some papers scattered about and his notebook on the side.
• He is sleeping.
• I decide to wake him up.
• - Kevin! - I call shaking his shoulder - Kevin!
• He wakes up startled looking everywhere.
• - What's wrong? Is everything all right? - he asks, a little frightened.
• - Yes everything is fine, you're the one sleeping sitting up all crooked. - I say calmly.
• - Oh man, I was dreaming about fire.
• Me too, but with fire in my pussy, holy father in heaven help me with these scandalous thoughts.
• - Are you going to sleep there?
• He watches me intently.
• - Are you by any chance inviting me to bed?
• I feel really embarrassed right now.
• - No, I mean, I ... - dear, I just had to start stammering like an ant.
• He laughs, no doubt mocking my sudden embarrassment.
• - I get it, you don't have to be so embarrassed. - he says amused.
• He gets up and walks to the door, and since I haven't left my seat, he looks back and asks.
• - Well? Are you going to stand there now? - he asks having fun at my expense.
• He has the door open and I walk past him and out of the office.
• Kevin follows me through the house to the bedroom door.
• I should have just been quiet in the bedroom and gone back to sleep, not come sticking my nose in where no one told me to.
• Now I have him walk into the bedroom with me and I am completely clueless.
• He walks into the bathroom and I hear the shower water.
• I lie down and turn around and on the end of the huge bed.
• Five minutes later I realize he turns the water off.
• I pretend to be asleep but I am not, I am more awake than an owl at this time of night.
• I feel him lie down and my heart speeds up.
• His scent comes to me, it smells like red fruit soap.
• - You don't have to pretend to be asleep Alyson, I'm not going to make you do anything you don't want to.
• I take a deep breath and turn to him and sit up.
• - I don't mean to be ungrateful, not least because I've been treated better here than I was at my father's house, it's just that... - I sigh - it's a lot of things I don't understand, a lot of things that are new to me. My life has changed radically since my mother's death.
• - I understand Alyson and as I told you, I'm not going to force you to have sex with me, but I just want you to think about one thing, if you would rather be sold to some old honeydew like that? That your virginity was forcibly torn away by one of those vermin there? I may not be the man of your dreams, but I think I'm a little more presentable than most, if not all, of the people in that room.
• I look at him and think.
• The man of my dreams, I never really thought about it, because I never even dated, I kissed other boys on the mouth, but dating never happened. I lived only to study, I wanted to get my studies so I could get out of that damned house real fast, have my income and not depend on that worm of a father of mine.
• After all, I ended up getting out the worst way, or not, I don't know yet.
• Kevin, he could be the man of any woman's dreams.
• He is a handsome man, no, not handsome, handsome very handsome, he is around 6 feet tall, he is definitely of African-American ethnicity, his skin is not dark, it is very light, black hair but practically shaved and he owns the most beautiful and expressive blue eyes I have ever seen in my life.
• He is right, he is the most presentable, not only in that room, but of the men even.
• - Have you ever bought a woman before? - I ask curiously.
• - No, it did not even cross my mind that such a thing existed, I went at random, to find out how it worked.
• - And why did you vie with me to buy me?
• - Look Alyson, I honestly don't know, I just realized that it was the best thing to do, because I realized that your father would let you go, but he didn't care at all who you went with, you could go with your oldest, as long as it gave him a lot of money.
• - I don't know what I did to him, for him to hate me so much. - I blurted out sadly.
• - Now it doesn't matter anymore, he's left behind and you have to worry about what's still to come Alyson. - he warns me.
• - Do I really have to be sold again? To another man?
• He lowers his gaze.
• - Yes, Alyson, as I told you, the contract is quite explicit and no one can fail its terms.
• I sigh.
• - Well, if nothing can be done, I'll enjoy this year here then. - I say, lying down and turning my back to him.
• I'm tired and now I just want to sleep.