Chapter 13

• I don’t know how many times I re-read his text. Hope? He hoped I liked the cumshot? Liked? I more than liked it. My mouth still watered from the need to lick up every last drop. There was something about Dane. It was hard for me to come out of my shell, especially sexually, but with him it was something I didn’t even need to think about. He had gotten me to switch off the voice in my head. The one that told me I couldn’t do things out of my comfort zone and reminded me of why I didn’t like being touched. But when I thought of Dane, I wanted to do everything. I wanted to explore a side of my sexuality I’d never explored.
• From the moment I decided to obey him, I didn’t give a flying fuck if anyone was around, or if anyone could see me. I wanted to do it, I wanted to do what he wanted. Not only had he gotten me to move without thinking, the cloud above my head had disappeared. There was no thunder clapping or lighting flashing. The rain dried up and it felt like the brain fog cleared and I could just be. Dane had effectively occupied my thoughts and continued to do so as I sat here waiting for Bella to text me that she’d arrived.
• As if the stars aligned as soon as I came for Dane, not once, but twice, my phone dinged. A notification from Monstagram popped up. Tapping on it, I had a message from Bella. I put the car in drive as her message opened up.