Chapter 36

• "I don't care if you will listen to me sitting down or standing up but I will say what I want to say. And I expect you to be all ears." she said her tone not showing any emotion.
• Blake pulled out a chair from the kitchen and placed it a few feet across her. He had a bleak expression. He crossed his arms on his chest. He nodded as he stared at her and she took that as a go signal.
• "You tried a lot of things to get inside my panty. Fortunately or unfortunately, after my aunt saw us in a mortifying position, you grabbed the chance so you can finally fuck me. I will be a liar if I'll say that I don't enjoy sex with you. All I am saying is I put up with all your shit all this time! In this relationship, if this is really a relationship, you almost have the say. I try to do all your demands and I tolerated your being violent due to your jealousy. I made an effort to be a good girlfriend to you but how about you? Did you make even a small effort? I don't think I need to enumerate what you are supposed to be doing as my man. I don't know why you are the way you are because we don't really talk. All we do is fuck! I don’t know if someone fucked with you or is that your nature? It was you who said that you will give me the commitment I want .Did you really mean that? As far as I know I haven’t felt you committed yourself to me but sadly I did. I really like to give us a chance because I wanted to include it in the changes I want in myself and my life. I desired being in a serious relationship with a man who unfortunately has an excess baggage. I gave my best to be a submissive girlfriend which is so unlikely of me to do. I gave you a chance to change too. You can't be fucking half of the women in this city or in any other part of the country all your life. I thought this so called relationship will both make us better people. It could make us grow together. But I guess I am wrong. Don't worry, I won't force you to give me the commitment you promised. I’ve accepted that you are not really ready for it. FYI I no longer want it! Fuck anyone you want. I no longer care. Just leave me alone. Not unless you are into rape, you can never have me again." she said and stood up to get her bag and walked out of his unit.