Chapter 14

• I woke up right before anyone could do it. I had become accustomed to waking up so early. No matter how late I slept, I got out of bed feeling weak, but I was not ready for another round of beating or torture. It has been so much recently.
• I had passed through a lot and I wondered if I should take my life. The hatred was too much; everyone, just every single person, hates me deeply and raw. Seeing me was enough to spoil their day. They will always act like I am some kind of monster. I wish I could meet my mother and ask if I really took her life,
• I knew nothing then. I was still like a fetus. How could I have thought of murdering Mom when she had yet to wrong me? My birth took her life, and I guess it should be blamed on fate. That may have been the fate assigned to her by the moon goddess, but it didn't go that way.