Chapter 81

• As I drive on the way to the gym, I mull over Amilia and I’s conversation this morning. When I saw her again, I realized my little feelings for her disappeared. I used to have a crush on her because she’s cute and sweet. There’s just something about her that I was drawn to. That little had now become nothing.
• I’m starting to regret indulging myself in a hopeless relationship– if that’s even a relationship to begin with. All we did was fuck. I let myself catch feelings for someone who doesn’t care about me at all. Never mind being dangerous, I could take that. The fact that she didn’t tell me that she actually has a fiance, that just hit the most painful spot for me.
• Of all the fucking women, why do I have to fall for someone like her? Unreachable and taken.