Chapter 19 Fear

• The Lycan Twins Abused Mate.
• Ava's point of view.
• Was that just my ingenuity, is everything just a one-sided love. I am in love with them no doubt about what I feel for them. The haul keeps pushing me to them, sometimes I feel it's not me. I think something is controlling me. I am being controlled by unknown magic, not seeing them makes me relinquish my control, and thinking or glimpsing them with another girl makes me want to die in rage. Why? Why is this happening to me? Why am I feeling like this? Why should my heart beat faster whenever I am with them, despite all that I have been through, rape, torture, pains, and hatred towards men, I have always despised them, I abhor being near them but why are they different, why am I seeing them In a different glint? They are not even interested in me, they only see me as their friend. Why is nothing going the way I want? Why am I the only miserable human on earth? I think I am meant to be alone in this life without anyone loving me, I am bound to die alone.