Chapter 60 Ann Past(10): Why Did You Do This To Me Lorenzo?

• Her lips were dried and had a slit opening in the middle, probably because of how rough one of them had kissed her last night. She spat into the sink and turned on the tap. She cupped her hand and filled it with water before she splashed it on her face then begins to sob as she stared at herself in the mirror,laying curses on herself for being such a fucking fool. She knew she wasn't herself last night, the drug she drank took over her sense of thinking that she couldn’t realize what she was doing and right now all she could think of was to curse herself.
• “I am a fool! I am an idiot for trusting you Lorenzo!!I gave you my heart and you gave me a thousands of reasons to hate you”. She vented her anger by yelling at herself in the mirror while she concentrated all her anger into her fist and then threw a punch at the mirror which made it break into pieces and painfully pierce into her knuckles. She gasped out loud as her hand began to bleed. The pains in her hand were small compared to the pains in her heart.
• “Why did you do this to me Lorenzo?”. She questioned as she cried in pain, She didn't want to scream so someone won't know she's here and then forced himself on her again. The blood in her hand dribbled down to the ground as she walked to the bathtub. She was losing so much blood in the process so she turned on the shower to wash it away. The water drenched her body and washed out all the dirt. She cried below the shower with no strength to wash herself, she felt like she was gradually losing all her strength. She stayed in the bathroom for almost an hour before the bleeding stopped and she finally came out, looking so numb on her cold skin. She looked around searching for something to wear just to cover body so she could leave this place immediately but there was nothing around. She walked to the wardrobe and opened it, there she found a red dress and wore it without a second thought. The red dress was so indecent, it could barely cover her chest and thigh but there is nothing to do as it is better than to walk around naked. She braided her hair into two then walked to the nightstand and collected the drug that Lorenzo had given her last night before she left the room.