Chapter 25 Paralysis

• My house is a complete palace, I love it, I am so excited, like a little girl with her new Christmas toys, the dining room, the living room, kitchen, bedrooms, everything is of a light pinkish champagne color, golden and silver shades in some ornaments, everything is so classic and elegant, it fascinates me? it is impossible for me to hide the big smile that adorns my face from ear to ear, this house has a great value for me, since I looked at it for the first time I fell in love with it, in fact it is the only thing I chose in this place, the house... much of the decoration was Jair who chose it, it had some touches of mine but I didn't feel it completely my own, mine... my ideal place.
• It fills me with rage to think that he didn't let me choose anything, but he let my dear friend Cristina modify MY house, to her liking. He was always my voice, I don't know at what point I suddenly became his shadow, his words were a divine mandate for me that I accepted without protest... how pathetic I was, I can't believe I never realized it until now.
• I look through one of the glass doors at the large garden, it is neglected, it will be the next place I pay attention to remodel, I open the glass doors and go out.