Chapter 61

• Of course I wouldn't go to see them, they are the ones who caused my mother to raise me alone and that I... didn't have a father present whom now of course... I would like to call father, but I can't do it since I have even tried to see myself in the mirror and I felt like I had a ball in my throat preventing my tongue from moving when I said daddy.
• —You still feel bad about rejecting your father.
• —No, I actually feel like I'm going to have a stroke when I try to call him dad. It's weird because I thought he was a drunken bastard who left me and my mother abandoned by alcohol or a woman.