Chapter 30 Living With The Enemy

• The days went by and the mere possibility that Cristopher would keep my money made me shudder, I already understood his desire not to give me a divorce, to stay by my side, for whatever reason, he wouldn't leave me alone, to sleep by his side. It was karma for me, his smell annoyed me, I didn't like the touch of his skin, and the worst thing is that I couldn't do anything until my father informed me about the decisions of the lawyers, all of my estate should be sheltered and was not willing to share a single penny with him.
• I hadn't even been able to go out to see Carlos, his absence was killing me, I wasn't in love, but if I felt my heart pounding when I thought of him, it wasn't any kind of sexual attraction, it was much more than that, it was the feeling of his company, what his love gave me, it's been a long time since I felt important to someone and to tell the truth I don't think I ever was to someone, my children only needed me, my husband had focused on everything, least to think once of me, the only thing that comforted me at that moment were the messages he sent me through the chat, despite the fact that in order to talk to him I had to do it in secret. He was acting the same or worse than my husband.
• The days in my house passed slowly and monotonously, my husband did not leave the house, he had ended his relationship with Lucia and apparently also with the young lady, because he had not gone out to see her.