Chapter 67 The Next Morning

• I couldn’t claim I didn’t want him anymore, because I do. I couldn’t keep throwing this forced marriage in his face if I clearly enjoyed being with him. Secondly, I just let him fuck me without protection. Without protection!
• I’ve always been insanely careful about things like that. I had to get an implant last year because I couldn't help forgetting to take my pills. I always made use of condoms. Always! I've never in my entire life, even as a young girl, let someone have this level of intimacy with me before.
• Not only was it a huge deal to me, but Hollis's sexual life before now was something to worry about. Which meant I could get an STD. Oh, God. But even as these important thoughts were crossing my mind, so was another one.