Chapter 8 Broken Again

• (Preview)
• I heard someone walking closer towards me. I can't see who it is. But I already know who it is.
• Once I saw him step in the light from the tiny little window down in the old classroom where I like to go sometimes.
• There is never anyone down here. So, I like to come down here on my own time. So, I could paint and draw on my art pad.
• But as you can see now, I have company! I am so nervous because it's him.
• "Leave! Now." I am not up for company," I told him.
• "I don't think so, sweetheart," he said with a smug know-it-all with a smart-ass attitude.
• Well, I scream!" I told him.
• "Don't come near me," I told him with force in my voice.
• I keep hearing him closer. I can't see him. Not until I felt his breath on my face. That when I heard him say made my body heat up.
• I know it was you that night at the party?" I heard him say.
• I gasped, and that was when I started to panic.
• Oh God, he knows! I wanted to run.
• Present:
• Ashely P.O.V.
• Oh, God.
• Oh no!
• I thought.
• Oh, God, he just told me he knew I was at the party?
• I knew he wasn't stupid. But I was hoping he wouldn't say it was me that night we slept together.
• I don't want him to find out it was me.
• But it's too late.
• " So, did you have fun with that fucking bastard!"
• "Huh, did you fuck him, Ashely!" He said with a snarl on his face.
• I stared at him with my mouth open.
• Wait! I am confused.
• No! I wanted to tell him but instead, I said.
• "That's none of your business!" I told him.
• He thought I was with another guy that night.
• So, he doesn't know it was me with him that night.
• The only guy I fucked was you, asshole! I wanted to tell him. But I didn't, and I know this is too much time alone with the guy who bullied me for years. Also, I gave my virginity to the asshole!
• I am so stupid. I should have known he wouldn't want me!
• Why did I bother? I was in my thoughts when I saw him come closer towards me?
• I step back away because I don't want him to see how he is making me feel because of the way he's staring at me like an animal. I didn't mean it.
• "Oh, baby you should have not told me that!'' I heard his growl and jealousy in his voice.
• But I let out a groan.
• His eyes got big, and he was studying me.
• I bite my lip. I can feel my body heating up.
• That was when I saw his eye get darker.
• Please! I wanted to tell him.
• Oh, God, I felt fire. I was burning up!
• I wanted him. I wanted him right now.
• I wanted him to take me over the desk or on the door, wall. Anywhere.
• But I knew I can't.
• Even though I want him to take me. But I was scared, and I felt my mouth open, but I didn't want him to be so close to me. But I knew I was lying. Because I felt my mouth and the air in my chest was moving in and out. I knew he could see how he was making me.
• He can see that he is making me nervous and speechless.
• I need to get out of here. But don't
• "Jayson, why are you doing here? "Did you follow me?" I asked him. He is just standing there staring at me.
• Oh, okay, I thought. I don't like this.
• I wouldn't say I like this at all.
• Because he here to cause trouble. If you call it that, that is a relationship because all we ever do is fight. We would never be anything if he didn't stop being cruel and harsh to me.
• I wish he would stop trying to make me feel like a nobody. I don't want to feel that way.
• I know this is not going to go well.
• " What did you think I came down here looking for a nobody like you?" He tells me with a disdainful attitude and a laugh.
• Wow, that was a little harsh. I can feel the tears sneaking up.
• I don't want to cry.
• I never want to cry over Jayson again.
• Oh, no, it's building up my tears. I can feel my nose runny. That was when I knew I was going to cry.
• I knew if I didn't get away from him. He is going to see how he affected me with mean words.
• So, I hold in my tears, and I rely back upon the bastard!
• "Well, this nobody didn't ask for company, did she?" I tell him back with a glare pointing back at myself with my arms cross around my chest.
• "So, I guess you can leave now!" I told him with a fist by my side. I wish I were hitting his handsome face right now with my fist.
• "Why, should I, there something you want to tell me?" Because right now. Can I see you're nervous?
• "Wow, now I see how you emotion?" He said.
• "What?" I said back.
• "I make you nervous, do I?
• "Am I right, Ashel-yyy."
• "What do you- mean - I am not nervous," I told him back, trying not to show him I am scared and nervous.
• But it is too late, and he sees I am.
• That is just freaking great!
• I wanted to crawl in a hole and die. But now I got something for him to tease me more.
• Whatever, Woods! I was trying not to laugh. I thought, But instead, I had a fake smile on my expression. But then he realized I lied about telling him I was nervous around him.
• Oh God, why do I have to be mated with the guy who will break me!
• Yes, I am terrified of him! But I am not worried about him hurting me physically; I can always heal with his fists. He never hurt me that way. But what hurts the most is how he makes me feel emotional.
• So, yeah, this scares me!
• This guy doesn't scare me. But even though I fight back.
• But I am deadly afraid of Jayson Wood's.
• Not because he could hurt me or kill me.
• He makes me deadly afraid because of how I feel about him. I don't want to get hurt, and he breaks my heart again as he did five years ago.
• So, now I am standing here with the guy who always had my heart.
• So, he is the only guy who will break my heart into million pieces.