Chapter 70 The Desire

-----~[AMELIA]~-----
My mind is in total chaos right now. Confusion, desperation, guilt and acute desire is all I can feel right now as I find myself pacing up and down mindlessly in the bedroom with Brandon, currently fast asleep, haven't gotten all the satisfaction he'd been craving. The incompetent...I don't even want to think about him anymore. Everything about him right now is just frustrating and I just...... I just want to forget it. I am totally done with him.
I mean.... yes love and all that is needed in a marriage but when one of the couple isn't satisfied with the direction at which their marital experience is going something has to be done right? Yes, something really has to be done. Because I don't think my body can bear this much longer. I am craving for sex. I mean mind-blowing brain destructive sex right now and from experiences my mind can only deduce that the only person that can give me what I want is none other than the devil himself I have been trying to avoid who is a forbidden territory I shouldn't step into.