Chapter 3

• We part ways, so we could find my sister quickly. I am on the north side and he is on the other side of the island.
• “Diana!!!” I shouted but I still did not get any response neither see the bulk of my older sister anywhere. I didn’t realize that I am already crying with so much anxiety and fear that I can’t find her. That’s why I search and search for her until I ended up in the dense part of the island, the forest. I am so afraid to enter the scary dark place but my concern and urge to find my sister is more dominant than my fear of entering the forest.
• I am already tired of walking around the area but still no sign of Diana when suddenly I heard grunts. It was closed to the rocky part of the forest but it was already far from the most proper part of the island where we were staying.
• I took a step forward in that part, and I was surprise on what I clearly heard and saw. And my tears just suddenly flowed out of my swollen eyes from what I witnessed-- my older sister, Diana and my fiancé, my dearest fiancé, Daniel— having sex under a tree in the dark secluded part of the island in the middle of the night. And it was as if my heart and whole being were torn apart by what I am witnessing right now. It really hurts, dammit!
• But instead of showing up myself and attacked them, I just chose to keep hiding behind the rocks as I covered my mouth that could possibly create any noise due to my relentless sobbing.
• Even though I wanted to leave to get away from the pain I am feeling because of what I am witnessing right now, I still pretended to be brave and stupid while watching them continue having sexual intercourse.
• I clearly saw everything I need to see, the way my fiancé pumped hard inside my sister’s feminity. And every time they moan and groan that proved the pleasure they feel, is also a pain in my heart at the same time-- the gradual rupture of my heart, and the destruction of my whole perfect world. I do not know what right emotions to feel right now, but three things are for sure-- I feel worthless, unwanted, and broken.
• All I could do was to pick out my cellphone and record the shamelessness of the people I thought who loved me, the most.
• And I felt even more pain when I heard the words they said to each other. I just can’t take it anymore, that’s why I shut my eyes close and just listened to their moans and words of pleasure they are both saying to one another, because I just can’t leave—I just can’t!
• "Fuck! I love you so much, Diana. Shit …. Ahh! I really love fucking you every time we have the chance," Daniel said with a hoarse voice. And I am not that stupid not to understand what he just said, now I get it, why in our seven years of being together, he never asked me to have sex with him that makes me the happiest girl because I thought he had respect for me and he could wait until we got married.
• But it was all lies that I thought was true, respect? No, it’s not that— he actually never respected me just by the thought that he was having an affair with my older sister, Diana. He already found the sexual happiness in the pussy of my flirtatious sister that I thought was clean, innocent, and very kind. That turns out to be a deceiver, a total deceiver who was just using her angelic innocent face to get everyone's sympathy.
• "Ahhh ... you really taste good, Dan-Dan. That's why even though I love Fred so much; still we never had sex because my pussy just wants you, only you. Ahhh ... I'm about to cum. Shit --I can't get enough of you, you're so good,"Diana said flirtatiously, she’s a whore! A total fucked up bitch, they are both disgusting.
• I watched them until the obscenity they were committing ended. Until I heard all the truths I need to know, that they have been hiding for a long time.
• "Is nothing really happening between you and Fred? Why, he is your husband and you are his wife?" my fiancé asked.
• "Yes nothing is really happening between me and my dearest husband, we are just making out and sometimes I am giving him a blowjob. And if something was about to happen, he will suddenly had a phone call which he can’t just not answer. And he will just leave me there hanging, it's really good that you are here and giving me the sexual satisfaction that I always wanted," my sister replied and snatched the cigarette from Daniel's mouth, and consumed it. I didn't know that my sister was also smoking. Anyways, why should I wonder about it? Well, I didn't even know she was a flirt, a dirty whore.
• "I told you before, that I will just break up with your sister and get married with you. But you still chose Frederik Wilford.”
• "I already love Frederik, and you know I don't feel anything for you. It’s just that you are good in pleasuring me that’s why I still chose to see you even though you are getting married with my sister tomorrow. Also, that sweet naive sister of mine, you really have to marry her because she will be the only heir of the Frank’s riches. Dammit! If only the Franks had not given birth to that bitchy Leysa, I would have been the heir of our family,” my sister's long litany.
• So now, I finally understand, I understand why my sister used to force Daniel on me, that is why.
• I just can’t only accept the fact that I really gave all my love to the man I thought who loves me too.
• I forcefully wiped away my tears that was falling nonstop on my cheeks, and painfully whispered…
• “I will be gone for now, but when I decided to come back, I will make sure to make all of you taste my sweetest revenge for making me feel worthless and unlovable, most of all— to you my dearest adopted sister.”