Chapter 473

• Amelia's P.O.V
• The one thing I have grown to hate about summer being over is driving home from work as the sun goes down, it makes me feel like a bad mum. I can't quite explain how, but something about pulling into the driveway with my headlights on makes me feel so sad, knowing that the sun has risen and set all whilst I've spent so little time with my daughter. Despite being back to working full time for almost three months, it still takes some adjusting, especially now that it seems like Juni grows more and more everyday.
• She's a little over 6 months now and she's crawling and rolling like her life depends on it. I'm terrified that one day I'll get home and she'll have grown up without me. That she'll be some kind of genius whiz kid who has crawled, stood up, walked and talked all in one day. It's a sacrifice that I knew I was making when I chose to go back to work, that I could miss big milestones in her life and experiencing the guilt associated with that. Maybe I should just get knocked up again so I have an excuse to quit and stay home, blame being a mum of 2 under 2, I've heard that's been used before.