Chapter 16 Feeling Alone

• I woke up with a terrible pain in my body. I still can feel Rodney's hands touching me, feeling me and that always brings unexpected desires through my body. Maybe I should get used to it since I am now Mrs. Sushmita Xiu. 
• It's 9:30 a.m and I feel so alone. Daniel and Rodney left early to fly to Chicago because he has some business meetings to attend to. He will be away for a week and I think that would be just fine but I can't help thinking about his safety so I reminded him to always call me whenever he can. Everyone was busy, except me– I'm just here with no plans ahead. 
• It's been a month and I don't know what to do with my life. I have everything now and I can do what I want or buy everything I want  but, I don't really know what I want. Rodney even gave me his black card, just in case I needed something but I haven't spent it on anything yet.