Chapter 31

• I turn over in bed, my mind is still groggy from the pills, my body still seeking relief from the exhaustion that’s been creeping in since my first real orgasm.
• If I could only release it again. Maybe I could relax?
• My hand slides down my belly and pushes past the elastic waist of my panties. I hesitate for a moment. I want so much more than this life. I’m so tired of being alone. I’m so tired of being lonely. A tear runs down my cheek as I move my fingers the way James did. Pushing them inside myself. Pumping as I picture the way he undid his belt buckle and released his cock.