Chapter 37 Xxxvii

• Adrianna POV.
• I walked into my room and went directly to the bathroom. I really stink with that bastard's blood all over my clothes. I got rid of them and walked into the shower, letting the water run and washing away the red stain. I won't deny the fact that I was worried I might end up losing the little guy. I have always hated kids but due to the orphanage,I had to love them. Ivan is not like any of them. He is mischief, clever for kids of his age, I am never bored or low when I am with him and I will always do everything in my power to protect him. Whether I am on good terms with the Italian Mafia or not. It is a miracle that they have not yet discovered who I am. With all the late sneaking and coming early, Ace has never asked me. I just wish we can just end our little conflict. It has been long since I fucked and I really need him. Honestly, I don't know when I haven't fucked with any man since I got into this building. Maybe it is the fact I want him so bad but we are both blinded by hate towards each other. If he didn't kidnap me on that day….no kidnapping is fine. If only he didn't torture me, then everything would be fine. I really hate that when I think about him, I get so wet but I have to control my lust and my body. I can't let them win, can I?
• I wore pink pyjamas and walked to my bed. It is five in the morning but who really cares whether I sleep the whole day or not? Furthermore, I have been up since midnight. I got under my duvets and brought my teddy bear close to me. It is very special to me. I remember when we were young, I wanted one on my birthday but we didn't have money and Ivy wanted to get me one, so she got into the mall and stole the largest teddy bear which was there. Was she got? She ran and hid herself but afterwards, the manager caught her. He was about to take her to the police station but she pleaded with him not to, telling him that she was homeless and it was her sister's birthday and she wanted a teddy bear so that was the reason she did that. At first, he didn't believe her but when he brought him where we used to sleep, he let her be.