Chapter 37 Are You Ready?

• She was stunned as she opened pages upon pages, reading, 'I'm a dead man.' That frightened her. He had once told her that he doesn't have much time to live. Does he have an incurable disease? Has he been told by the doctor that he had only a few months left to live? Why would he write seven pages stating that he's a dead man? Why does he look very anxious?
• She had a million questions popping up in her mind, she then placed the cup of coffee down gently and walked over to the door. She could hear some hard grunts and groaning. She had been with him for more than a year and she had never seen him in this way.
• She was well aware of his childhood experiences now so she knew where he was coming from. She opened the door of the BDSM room and saw that everywhere was deep black.