Chapter 19 Biggest Shock Of Her Life

(Dear Diary, It's been a few days since Sid blocked my number, his secret Admirer's number. He told me a few days ago that I make him feel alive, and the following day he blocked me without saying anything. What might be the reason? It's excruciatingly painful. This happened just as I was about to reveal my identity to him. He could have told me why, but instead, he just blocked me. He asked me to promise him that I would never vanish, but now he has vanished himself.
I talked to him on video call for the first time, and he shared his feelings for me; I was overjoyed, not expecting this to happen. I just want to know why he did this to me. Why did he deceive me? Why did he block me? I'm missing him terribly. I want to see him and talk to him. I want him back, and I want him to love me. I just can't take it any longer. I love him so much that it's causing me immense pain.)
She was shedding silent tears while sharing her anguish with her best friend, her diary. Her eyes were puffy from crying for days, and her hair was a mess, just like her life. Because she trusted him with her entire heart, deep down she knew there would be some valid reason for his sudden disappearance.