Chapter 40

• I was about to make a mistake if it wasn't because Adriel left his room, right now I wouldn't stop thinking that I was his again "thank heaven it didn't happen" but I feel overwhelmed, too overwhelmed, exaggerated and I don't know how to get out of my head the stupidity I proposed to Victor, he didn't stop calling me until I answered him by a message and he told me that he would do anything to make me trust him again
• It was a tempting offer that he left still in disbelief, I thought he would say no because he is too selfish with sharing what he thinks belongs to him so I wildly told him that if he really "loved" me as he said he would accept my terms for me to trust him and the first thing that came to my mind was to tell him... "a threesome" "God... even my face burns remembering I told him that".
• Yes, I told him that and I was hoping he wouldn't accept because I know him too well and he is very selfish and territorial, but when he sent me a yes answer, I was so taken aback that I didn't know what to say back and at the end of the night, I stayed up until I realized it was daylight and I had to go to work.