Chapter 46

• Pov Fernando.
• Everything that has happened in the last few days has my blood pressure high, although I haven't taken it and I've never suffered from anything, but fuck! I must have something to feel a sea of worries swirling in my mind; I know perfectly well that, if I decided to have a relationship with Sam, I should get away from the other girls, I am clear about it and I am aware, but I also know that it is not something easy, and that is what has me stressed the most. Also, what happened with Dubois: I sent him to the hospital, I broke a rib, and I think they'll have to reconstruct his nose, but how could they not? He wanted to forcibly touch my girl, and just remembering it warms my head again.
• I stare into Sam's gray eyes, waiting for an answer. My heart beats fast and I really don't want her to leave me, I don't want to, nor can I imagine a life without her being by my side; I don't want to call this love, because I don't want to give up my feelings and get hurt, but whatever I feel about her, it's big, and big enough not to touch another woman who doesn't know her.